21:I[64418,["2399","static/chunks/53c0104b-0bf61919c7da6d97.js","8500","static/chunks/8500-2f0b37d47b98252b.js","8815","static/chunks/8815-a3d30cde6722147a.js","7317","static/chunks/7317-e53b91f569d5aae3.js","1760","static/chunks/1760-823e5ede79a02405.js","8454","static/chunks/app/journal/%5Bslug%5D/page-978ee4012cc7c4c6.js"],"default"] 22:I[60423,["2399","static/chunks/53c0104b-0bf61919c7da6d97.js","8500","static/chunks/8500-2f0b37d47b98252b.js","8815","static/chunks/8815-a3d30cde6722147a.js","7317","static/chunks/7317-e53b91f569d5aae3.js","1760","static/chunks/1760-823e5ede79a02405.js","8454","static/chunks/app/journal/%5Bslug%5D/page-978ee4012cc7c4c6.js"],"default"] 23:Td06,

悪化する状況と、年初の誓い

1月も終わりを迎えようとしている今日、私は年初に掲げた「スクラップ・アンド・ビルド」というテーマの進捗について考えています。

正直に申し上げますと、年初から現在に至るまで、私の状況は悪化の一途をたどっています。もちろん外部要因もありますが、その多くは私自身に起因するものです。個々の事象を掘り下げることも大切ですが、今日は私がこの現状をどう感じ、どう考えているのかを記録しておきたいと思います。これは単なる日記ではなく、未来の私のための重要なログです。

誤算：「変えるべき対象」を見誤っていた

私は「スクラップ・アンド・ビルド」の対象を完全に見誤っていたという可能性に気づきました。「他人は変えられない、変えられるのは自分だけだ」というよく耳にする言葉がありますが、今、その言葉の意味を痛いほど実感しています。

つまり、私が壊して作り直すべきだったのは、環境や自分以外の誰かではなく、私自身だったのではないかということです。

「環境を変えるためにも、まずは自分が変わる必要がある」。この使い古された言葉を、今の私は真正面から受け止めています。私は、私自身をスクラップ・アンド・ビルドしなければなりません。

「甘え」との戦い、そして覚悟

しかし、私は「慣れ」や「楽をしたい」という自分自身の甘えに、非常に弱い人間です。

だからこそ、あえて自分を壊し、再構築しなければならないのです。それができた時、人生に与えるポジティブなインパクトは計り知れないと感じています。

本音を言えば、面倒で億劫です。日々仕事をこなし、良くない状況ながらも現状維持で過ごすほうが楽に決まっています。ですが、その先に待っているのは、きっと残念な結末でしょう。私はそれに気づいてしまいました。気づいたからには、その事実に対して真っ直ぐにアクションを起こさなければなりません。

2026年の宣言

これは私の今年の目標です。つまり、2026年中にやりきらなければ意味がありません。

もうすぐ1月が終わります。しかし、取り組むべき真の課題を認識し、軌道修正ができたこの1ヶ月は、将来的に「価値のある時間だった」と言えるはずです。そう言えるように、私は行動します。

ここで宣言しなければ、きっと数ヶ月後にはいつもの自分に戻ってしまうでしょう。だからこそ、記事としてログを残しました。未来の自分がこの記事を見返した時、この決断をした自分を褒め称えることができる未来を作るために。本当のスクラップ・アンド・ビルドは、ここから始まります。

24:Ta70,

The Reality of a Rough Start

As January comes to a close, I've been reflecting on the theme I set for the beginning of 2026: "Scrap and Build."

To be brutally honest, my situation has only deteriorated since the year began. While there are external factors at play, I cannot deny that much of this falls on my own shoulders. It is important to analyze each issue deeply, but today, I want to record how I feel and think about this current state of affairs. This is not just a diary entry; it is a necessary log for my future self.

The Miscalculation: Changing the Wrong Target

I realized recently that I may have misunderstood the target of my "Scrap and Build" initiative. There is a common saying: "You cannot change others; you can only change yourself."

Right now, I am feeling the weight of those words more than ever. I had been unconsciously trying to "scrap and build" my environment or the people around me. But the truth is, the entity that needs to be torn down and rebuilt is myself.

It is often said that to change your environment, you must first change yourself. I am now facing this reality head-on. I must "scrap and build" my own mindset, habits, and reactions.

Battling Weakness and Seeking Comfort

However, this is easier said than done. I am a person who is incredibly susceptible to the temptation of comfort and habit. I am weak to my own desire to take the easy way out.

It is precisely because of this weakness that I must undergo this process. The positive impact of successfully reinventing myself would be immense.

Honestly, it feels troublesome. It is tedious. It would be so much easier to just go through the daily grind of work, accepting a mediocre life. But I know that if I choose that path, a disappointing and regretful future awaits me. I have realized this, and now I must take action directly against it.

A Declaration for 2026

My goal is a goal for this year. This means I must complete this transformation within 2026.

January is ending. However, I want to be able to look back and say that this month was valuable because it allowed me to recognize the true issue: course correction.

If I do not declare this now, I know I will revert to my old self within a few months. That is why I am writing this article. I am leaving this log so that the future me can look back at this moment and see it as the starting point of a version of myself worth praising. The real "Scrap and Build" starts now.

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